No person more selfless than her,
A person so perfect in my eyes to err.
Authority and mother figure in one,
Loving and caring, that person has done.
So much more than a teacher,
Always giving; the ideal feature.
Give anything in my life, I would,
To be like her, if only I could.
Mourning daylight as it turns to dark,
Beautiful darkness; despair in the sky,
Your love cannot be replaced, just misplaced,
Losing sadness, hoping; renouncing madness,
All is lost, for i will go on sorrowful,
Expressive self you will remain,
Change cannot be possessed if not wanted,
But love you enough to be undaunted.
Do you ever think about time?
The fact that it never stops, you never get a chance to go back.
Do you ever get scared?
growing up? more responsibilities in the way?
There will be times where you will have choices to make;
what if you make the wrong one and ruin your life?
never being able to go back to change the decision?
There are some things time cannot erase,
they become memories if not permanent.
Do you wish this world to be timeless?
I keep on trying, but you're holding me back.
Do you know how hard it is to keep you from my mind?
Everytime you talk to me, my progress goes a step behind,
Why don't you let me do this? Why are you so blind?
Maybe you don't want me to,
but why would that be?
When you never felt the same way as me?
Everytime you laugh i tell myself not to look,
cuz if i do, I don't think my heart can take it...
not another look.
Maybe it's me that doesn't want to,
but my heart keeps telling me that if i won't do
that i will have regrets and still not be with you.
You're the only one i liked this much
So I dedicate this to you
saying that I'm
Why aren't you here?
I would ask why
i know that you just improvise
so i know that your answers are full of lies..
everytime you say something, my heart dies
i don't want to have anymore cries
i hate having these goodbyes...
Why am I here?
I'm not so sure myself,
but i know that i would deny
since we don't see each other eye to eye
on you how could i rely?
I'm here because..*sigh*
...I love you taht's why
lol yeah i want to watch that movie again since i went to New Orleans and ate at Bubba Gump. it was delicious!! I'll write about my trip in another journal when i feel like writing lol.
anyways, i just felt like writting in this and updating my page a little bit.
i don't think I'm gonna put any art up in a while since the scanner doesnt really work..so...
I cannot express in words how i feel right now about a journal i just read about me. All i can say is that i fell more in love with him, if that's possible.
aight gotta do homework
word out to my hooooommmmieeessss!!
BEST MOVIE EVER: Across the Universe (go watch it now!!)
There comes a point in you life when you realize,
You're not a kid anymore.
Suddenly, you have to make decisions.
You have to make choices everyday.
This is the time when you define yourself or you let others define you.
You quickly learn that there are two ways to go...
Under the influence or above the influence.
I am above the influence.
www.abovetheinfluence.com
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